從我知道你存在的第一天起﹐
我就在學習如何愛你。
當你仍然與我同行時﹐
我保護你﹐更餵養你﹐
小心翼翼的也更愛自己。
目前分類：Joy Whispers/媽媽悄悄話 (58)
- Mar 10 Sat 2007 06:45
我如何愛你
- Feb 28 Wed 2007 06:33
小小的弟弟妹妹
其實我對自己需要為一個生命負責這件事﹐有很多抗拒﹐
總覺得孩子當然是可愛﹐但是有一天她/他會長大﹐
可能會變成壞人﹑社會的負擔或敗類什麼的﹐
所以感覺壓力也很大。
當然我知道我已經比沒有神依靠的父母幸運了﹐
- Jan 18 Thu 2007 04:19
做媽媽的就是要擔心
看著小小全身亂抓﹐紅癢難當的樣子﹐看來我這晚的睡眠又泡湯了.
懷孕了要擔心寶寶好不好﹐健不健康﹐大不大﹐好不好生﹐
畢竟沒見到﹐總是怕著什麼自己無法預見﹑控制的東西。
- Dec 11 Mon 2006 01:35
給代禱勇士們
既然你猜出密碼﹐那麼你應該是我的代禱勇士之一!
進來就別出去了﹐我需要你!
嗯﹐這個月28號我和妹妹要一起回台灣給我們爸爸過他60大壽了!
除了請你特特的保守我們的行程之外﹐
因為我們這次將有一場硬仗要打﹐要特別求你與我們同負一軛﹐一起劬勞。
- Nov 29 Wed 2006 02:54
媽媽的期許
我痛恨學校﹑害怕考試﹑唸書讓我頭痛﹑數字令我想睡覺﹑最氣要做功課不能出去玩!
可是自從大四那一年開始﹐特別到出社會以後﹐居然發現我愛“學習”!
當然如果有更好玩的事我可能還是會去玩先﹐可是我其實並不討厭學東西﹐
而且如果題材引起我的興趣的話﹐我還希望是坐在頭一排﹐可以看得更清除或發問的“好學生”型!(想想就起雞皮疙瘩~~)
做了媽媽後﹐各式各樣的玩具公司都會“教育”父母們﹕要讓孩子在遊戲中學習!
- Oct 18 Wed 2006 11:46
對不起﹐小小
- Oct 06 Fri 2006 01:21
媽媽看小小
早上﹐當我聽到你呼喚“媽媽!阿弟!”
我知道﹐一天開始了。
下午﹐看見你飛奔向我﹐要求“丟丟!丟丟!”時﹐
我將你拋向空中﹐
也拋去所有上班時的煩躁。
- Sep 16 Sat 2006 01:49
再給小小(二)
臨行前讓我 再親親你的臉
圓圓滿滿的 裝的都是笑顏
微翹的嘴巴 漆黑的雙眼
小小你是 神給的寶貝
今晨上班前差點出不了門
- Jul 07 Fri 2006 01:15
Say goodbye, say hello!
I've
said goodbye to fancy dinners,
said goodbye to pretty dresses,
said goodbye to sleeping through the night, and
said goodbey to the movie theatres.
said goodbye to fancy dinners,
said goodbye to pretty dresses,
said goodbye to sleeping through the night, and
said goodbey to the movie theatres.
- Jun 14 Wed 2006 03:14
世上只有媽媽好
- May 23 Tue 2006 23:34
如何有智慧地愛我的孩子？
- Apr 03 Mon 2006 08:17
小小眼裡有星花
話說馬麻的相機跟着小小的大姨去了紐約逍遙﹐馬麻只好挖空心思記錄些有的沒的。
那天小小如同往常的躺在把拔馬麻的大床上喝奶奶﹐
眼睛往常的往上看(也不管把拔馬麻左親一下右親一下的...)
馬麻突然見到一件很久沒注意到的景象--小小眼裡有星花!
那天小小如同往常的躺在把拔馬麻的大床上喝奶奶﹐
眼睛往常的往上看(也不管把拔馬麻左親一下右親一下的...)
馬麻突然見到一件很久沒注意到的景象--小小眼裡有星花!
- Mar 01 Wed 2006 17:00
I'm in love
I found myself smiling
out of the blue
for no particular reason.
I found myself thinking about you
without realizing it.
out of the blue
for no particular reason.
I found myself thinking about you
without realizing it.
- Apr 12 Mon 2004 14:00
Our first appointment visiting Dr.’s office
Your father and I were anxious all the way throughout. We went in and Dr.’s assistant asked us a lot of questions about family history. I’ve no idea whether I gained or lost weight—scale is not my friend! We didn’t get to see the Dr., only the nurse practitioner, Pam. She gave me a lot of tips on how to stop my nausea and how to sleep better. I was instructed to take B6 to help my skin condition, Unisom when I can’t sleep and desperately needed it, Tums for calcium to stop the “gas” and help sleeping, and wear sea-band for morning sickness. Then Pam went and got us a Doppler to try to hear your heart beat. Your father was so shocked that he’d get to hear your heartbeat, I knew about it but sure was nervous. Pam looked for you, as we held our breaths, for about good 5 minutes. When she said, “here we go”, I could see your father almost got teary just listening to you. I told Pam it was amazing, but the reality was, I was totally speechless. I heard you, for the very first time! As I’m writing this journal now, I still have tears filling up my eyes. Life is amazing, and as your father feels you (actually it’s more of my stomach K) every night, it really started to hit us that you are inside and growing now.
- Apr 11 Sun 2004 00:00
Before going in for first appointment
Your father is really attentive now. He cooks, cleans, and asks about you all the time. We blocked off our bedroom to be cat-free zone. Our cat Chocho was so puzzled and cries constantly outside of the room. I have no energy, I sleep every chance I get, and I couldn’t put much nutritious food in my mouth to feed you. In the mean time, I still love watching the Kings play so much that gets me so excited every time. Your father asked me to think about you when I started jumping and yelling—I tried but didn’t really work that well. I pray to God that you’ll be born healthy and full of wisdom from Him. I want to be a good mother and am always afraid that I’d fail. But with God’s help, you’ll be in good hands. Your father keeps talking about how much expectation he has for you too—forgive him he just wants the best for you! I’ve started to take those really big yucky prenatal vitamins—if it weren’t for you, I’d never swallow them, ew.
- Mar 10 Wed 2004 12:00
I first learned about you
I had set out to go to kickboxing classes but I feel weird. So I tested with EPT in the morning. Sure enough it was positive. I was shocked, and later wanted to confirm it with Dr. Funny thing was I kept it from your father too and just when I thought I could keep the secret to myself, Margaret drove into the same parking lot with me while I’m heading to the Dr.’s office. Janet, Dr.’s assistant confirmed the result with me and because I looked so shocked, she even wondered if I even want to keep you. Of course I did. Margaret was the first to know about you other than me. Then I called your father and told him on the cell phone. He was shocked too and started calling me at least twice a day wondering how you were doing. Honest truth is, I’ve no idea. Haha...
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