在小小的房間說恩典的故事

Your father and I were anxious all the way throughout. We went in and Dr.’s assistant asked us a lot of questions about family history. I’ve no idea whether I gained or lost weight—scale is not my friend! We didn’t get to see the Dr., only the nurse practitioner, Pam. She gave me a lot of tips on how to stop my nausea and how to sleep better. I was instructed to take B6 to help my skin condition, Unisom when I can’t sleep and desperately needed it, Tums for calcium to stop the “gas” and help sleeping, and wear sea-band for morning sickness. Then Pam went and got us a Doppler to try to hear your heart beat. Your father was so shocked that he’d get to hear your heartbeat, I knew about it but sure was nervous. Pam looked for you, as we held our breaths, for about good 5 minutes. When she said, “here we go”, I could see your father almost got teary just listening to you. I told Pam it was amazing, but the reality was, I was totally speechless. I heard you, for the very first time! As I’m writing this journal now, I still have tears filling up my eyes. Life is amazing, and as your father feels you (actually it’s more of my stomach K) every night, it really started to hit us that you are inside and growing now.